Living Word Worship Center

Everyday is an up and down roller coaster ride with God.  Some days I feel closer than ever then other days I feel like I couldn’t be farther from Him.  Let’s be honest, it is hard to have a relationship with someone you can’t see.  Sometimes I feel like I’m dialing God’s number and all I’m getting is the answering machine.  Or when I’m talking to him it feels like it’s my own voice that is responding.  Frustration sets in.  God, what happened?  Do I know you, or not?  Why does it seem like I pray with no avail?

Critical thoughts enter my mind.  Well, you’re just not good enough.  You know, you aren’t all that smart, nor are you that pretty, and you know what else, people don’t really care for you anyway.  They don’t love you.  You’re on your own.  You’re too ugly to even go outside.  You’re getting too fat.  No one would ever want to be with you.  You don’t have any power when you pray.  God doesn’t really care, if he did, then why didn’t he answer your prayers?  Why doesn’t anything change when you pray?  You’re just not good enough.

Ever have these thoughts enter into your mind?  Well forget them because they are all lies.  The enemy will do anything to bring you to a state of confusion so he can go in for the kill.  This is what he’s best at; he steals, kills, and destroys.  He wants to single you out so he can knock you off.  Have you ever noticed the people who leave your church?  They slowly start moving towards the back of the sanctuary to sit, they keep to themselves, and they are the first to rush home after services without talking to anyone.  They were victimized by Satan’s lies.  They withdrew from their church family and were taken out by the enemy.

Enough is enough.  This is a warning to all.  A great move of God has arrived.  God is here and Satan is working overtime to do anything to make you miss it.  He wants you to believe that you are too lowly to be apart of this movement.  Don’t let him take you out.  Shut up the enemy every time you show up to meet with God.  Shut him up through your worship, dance, prayers, meditation, through any means where you are communing with God.

Don’t you know that God loves you?  He loves you with an everlasting love.  Think about that.  His love will NEVER end for you!  He loves you every second of every minute of every day.  He doesn’t see us the way we do, he sees us as kings and priests.  Can’t you just picture God up in heaven bragging to his angels about how awesome you are?  He knows our hearts and knows what we go through.  He wants to speak to you.  Yes you, he wants to speak to you.  If you have been paying close attention to what’s going on in churches then you should be noticing that he is starting to speak to the congregation sometimes even more so than the preacher!  So listen up cause he has something to say through you, too!

A relationship with God is simple so keep it simple!  Stick close to Jesus, seek him, love him, and watch what happens.

And for all the ladies out there, I know that there was a point in your life where someone crushed you by telling you that you were not good enough.  I know this because as little girls we tend to think we are princesses.  We were doing just fine, dancing along being pretty and perfect, just loving life.  Then one day some bully came along and stole our princess rights.  They said we weren’t pretty enough, we weren’t skinny enough, we weren’t smart enough, and we would never amount to anything.  These words may have only been spoken to us once but they still echo in our minds. Well I’m here to tell you the good news!  Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and the Beholder is passionate about you!  You have been forgiven, redeemed, accepted, loved and you are beautiful.  Notice I said you are beautiful, not you used to be beautiful or that you will be beautiful some day, but you are presently, at this time, beautiful. So rise up and put that pretty pink dress of yours back on because we are daughters of the Most High King and Prince Jesus, our Beholder, is asking us to dance with him.

Praise the Lord for this ministry that is pioneering the way for Columbus, Ohio and everywhere the Lord Leads you. As I write I pray the Holy Spirit help me to capture the way paved for the Women at the Freedom Conference 2008.

As I came in, I could the Lord moving, and what I experienced at this Freedom Conference was beyond anything I could have imagined - but what can I say we serve a Mighty God and this Conference was an extraordinary event of Miracles, signs and wonders because God’s people were open to receive all that the Father was freely giving - The Holy Spirit moved to touch us all and especially our needs beyond anything we could have imagined in our minds.

I especially want to thank everyone who made this event possible and for all the hard work, sacrifice, love, and your wonderful ministry from the Father and for your faithfulness and love, I greatly appreciated it all and each one of you.

I give thanks to the Lord for The Church at the Mall, which is a very special ministry and much love to Pastors Lanita & C.J. Gaul for allowing Jesus to come in through you. Your labor of love to the Lord Jesus Christ showed up for all of us who needed a place where the Holy Spirit could move in freedom, grace, mercy, and healing to all those broken places that needed to be restored. Your a blessing to so many and the love God has given the both of you is incredible and worthy of many blessings from the Father to you both which are coming.

The Conference was freedom. The Holy Spirit was able to freely move at levels I don’t think any of us could really comprehend. We were just receiving it all in, and were drenched in a healing unlike anything I’ve known. You could have been at any level in the Lord- seasoned or new and it was for you and anywhere you desired the Lord to come in and move out weight & bondages that weighed many down for to long.

I watched healings take place and so much junk moved out of so many lives because they were obedient and came to the Fathers feet where the oil broke open through tears and Jesus laid his hands upon each one, and said no more from this day forward will my daughters be in want or need, but I have come to heal and destroy what was done and given you Freedom from lies, deception, hurt, pain, false relationships, abuse. You will have truth, life abundantly, and you will experience the true life that I have for you my daughters - I went to the cross for you my daughters in power and laid down my life for your life with power - now you laid down your life to experience the Power of life that I have for you my daughters - look up and live my daughters and never look down again - I say LOOK UP AND LIVE! And we did in the Spirit look up and now we will live in His Freedom.

I have so many thanks to offer up to Heaven for everyone that ministered and although I don’t have your names, each one of you blessed my life with your testimonies and how the power of God used you as vessels to assist the women to be loosed from their captivity and be FREE. I was so moved by the Woman of God’s testimony about her daughter who truly knew how to cry out to God and received many miracles - Woman of God be blessed and receive all that the Lord has for you and I look forward to seeing you speaking for God more often around town.

Young pioneer of God—who would have thought we would be listening to a 16 year old preach—this young woman of God spoke volumes and is a great youth leader, but even in our older years we received the outpouring of the Holy Spirit from this young woman of God. Blessings to you my young sister in Jesus Christ and may the Lord continue to season you and may the older woman become Elijah’s in your life and pour into our young Elishas and pass the flame to our next Generation.

We can argue, reason between what the old or young are doing but we only allow the enemy to come in create the gap and increase it. One of us have to lose our pride and say okay let it begin with me at every cost, because the debt that was paid is far greater then what I am holding onto now, and I will set aside this pride and let the Elijah to Elisha ministry begin in me. We can pour into one another, I love you girl and God can do great things through you. Stay in His Arms your on the path. Keep in touch with LadyXtrem- she is a great woman of God.

Author and speaker Pam Waugh of In God’s Arms Ministries displayed the beautiful work the Holy Spirit has done in her life and poured into each one of us Jesus and his truth for freedom with love and grace. I just love this sister in Jesus Christ and pray for an extension in the Spirit to move her across the State of Ohio and across the lands with her powerful ministry and healing of those broken places we have been silent about for far too long - to speak out and allow the freedom of God to move as a symphony through His loving arms. Thank you Pamela Waugh for allowing the Lord to move and for your obedience to the Father’s will.

Although I missed the performance of Amy Marie, I bought the CD, and what a wonderful instrument of God. I was able to sow another one of her CD’s to a person who fell in love with it. Thanks to the Praise and Worship dancers of 3 Generations. You blessed me in many ways, and your love was felt throughout the conference. Thanks to everyone who ministered to us, and God bless you all and receive your healing and impartations.

I love you and thank you from my heart and look forward to seeing the ministry continue throughout the year because it is needed. Thank you for bringing healing to hurting people who are now set free!

Peace & Gods Blessings

Jesusa (Susie)

On April 19, 2008, Living Word Worship Center held its first annual Women of Freedom Conference 2008.  What a remarking time we had as we encountered God’s mercy, grace, love, and freedom.  Many women were healed of wounds, guilt, and shame from the past.

Thank you Amy Marie, Pam Waugh, and Shanika Pruitt for doing such an amazing job to help make this event a huge success!  CJ and I appreciate you so much!  Also, thank you to the men who helped serve in various ways at this conference!  Debbie Collins, her daughter, Ginger, and Ginger’s daughter did a BEAUTIFUL worship dance which ushered in such a sweet, sweet presence of the Lord.  Thank you for that, ladies! 

Blessings to you!

Lanita Gaul